Wednesday, June 17, 2015

Me and you.



I
Just as I am
Alone
Or with him
But still with you
Distant
Thoughtless
Looking out 
Of the window
In the heart
To myself
And you
When?
We are
No, not you,
Or me
But us
I almost 
Forgot
Myself
But I remember
You

And you?

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Archangel Michael and Ascended Master St Germaine.



Prayer & Invocation for Saint-Germaine, the Violet Flame, & Arch Angel Michael

Tube of Light
Mighty I Am Presence Bright
Round Me Seal Your Tube of Light
From Ascended Master's Flame
Called Forth Now
In God's Own Name
Let It Keep My Temple Free
From All Discord Sent to Me
I Am Calling Forth Violet Fire
To Burn & Transmute All ill Desires
Keeping On in Freedoms's Name
Until I Am One with the Violet Flame

Lord Michael Invocation Prayer

I hereby invoke Lord Michael to use the sword Excalibur on all the cording that I have that are not of the highest possible light, love and power frequencies, in all the dimensions that I exist, in all the connections that I have, with all of the Kingdoms that I exist in. I asked to be cleaned, healed and cut free from everything that is not of the absolute love, light and power. I have dedicated my Soul to our Father Mother God.
I have dedicated myself to the highest love, light and power, and I ask to be totally surrounded by and enveloped in the Golden Crystal Light of Lord Sahanda, in the Blue Fire of cleansing of Lord Michael, and in the transmutative flame of the Violet Fire of Saint Germaine. I demand complete total cleansing, clearing, and disconnection from anything that keeps me away from the highest love, light and power.
And so it is, so it be, and so it must be. Amen

Mantra for invoking Violet Flame

I am a being of Violet Fire
I am the Purity Father Mother God desires

Violet Flame Prayer

I am the Violet Flame in action in me now. I am the Violet Flame, to the Light alone I bow. I Am the Violet Flame, in Mighty Cosmic Power. I am the Light of Father Mother God shining every hour. I Am the Violet Flame burning like the Sun, God's Sacred Power Freeing every one.

Travel Protection

Lord Michael Before
Lord Michael Behind
Lord Michael to the Right
Lord Michael to the Left
Lord Michael Above
Lord Michael Below
Lord Michael Lord Michael Lord Michael Wherever I Go

I Am his Love protecting here
I Am his Love protecting here
I Am his Love protecting here

Friday, May 29, 2015



He walked in
From a long road
Tired
I was so happy so see him 
Finally
Long road,
Such a long road..


First things first
A foot bath
My hands softly 
Touching his feet
Saying, that's how
You will wash the feet 
Of your disciples


We talked
Then my husband,
Judas, came in
And we drank some wine
Ate bread, our
Last supper


I felt like crying
So I left the room
Gathered 
Our belongings


Then it was time to go
Crowed streets
Judas kissed him on the left cheek
I said now
Turn the other cheek, love
Kissed my younger brother,
Hugged into him all my 
Love, compassion, strength 


He did really good 
On the cross
Roads
I stood on my knees for 3 days
Then finally went to see him
Used my will to bring him
Back Home
Then Peter and centuries
of nonsense
Oh Peter, do you still think
That a woman cannot
Be commander in chief?


Whatever


Times have changed,
Saw Yeshua
At Cat Power concert
Thought, what a beautiful boy,
Heard him saying, "Amazing Woman!"
Judas, btw, now is a meditation teacher
And still my only


True Love

Holy trinity
As above, so below -
Love, Light and Joy.

Thursday, February 5, 2015

An enlightened person has stopped taking the motion of the universe (whether it is an annoying fly, the illness of a loved one, war, etc..) as a personal insult.

Thursday, November 13, 2014



For how many mornings

Has the pink sun
Been touching you?
How many stars
Hurried down to meet you?
And winds? Remember, 
That day
When you almost
Got to know the ground 
And remember
When you were
Just a flower?
Silk petals 
In his hand 
You had many guests then
All wearing stripes
Buzzing "I love you"
How many birds
Made you jealous,
Wing envy?
Before your first rain
You didn't know 
How the sky cries 
And you didn't know
How you looked
Until she came to a mirror
To fix her hair,
While holding you
In her hand

Monday, August 5, 2013

I know



I lay curled up under a blanket through which the light makes its way
I know what the lotus feels when it rises trhough muddy water into the light
Warms and calms, inevitability and timelessness of eternity

Saturday, December 8, 2012

The Best Technique to Dissolve Negative Emotions and Patterns.



This is the best technique I know that helps to dissolve negative patterns and emotions. Usually, negative things make us feel bad and we prefer not to think about them, ignore them completely. But sweeping them under the rug doesn't dissolve them. They keep coming up. This technique allows you to accept the negative emotion first, not only in yourself, but in your family line, dissolve it and then install a new positive feeling in it's place.



1. Lie down comfortably. Place one hand on your belly and your other hand on the middle of your chest.
Say "I accept _________ (your negative emotion here). For example, "I accept my anger". 

2. Keep accepting, say "I accept that anger is a part of my personal history". The instances when you were angry may come up, just watch them, keep accepting them. Let the energy flow freely, it may bring more instances not only from this incarnation but from the past ones as well.
(At this point you may ask for assistance of Divine helpers: "All Beings of Love-Light, under the Law of Grace please help me. Transmute emotion of anger, all it instances in my entire being, in my every incarnation, in every direction of time and space. So it is done." Repeat the request 3 times.)

3. "I accept that anger was a part of history of my family line, starting from the very first instance". Now you will be able to see your relatives having similar problems and understand that partially you learned anger from them. Keep accepting it. (You may ask Divine helpers to help your family members as well, just use the request above stating "for all members of my family line, who want this help and transformation."

4. " I accept that this pattern of anger helped my family line to survive". This may sound ridiculous, but during the process, you understand that it's true. Here is a hypothetical example - an angry man was able to protect himself from an enemy, survive and continue a family line.

5. " I accept that the emotion of anger WAS part of my family line and I have nothing to worry about any longer".

6. Now we start letting go of this emotion. State  "I am not my emotions and instinct. I am not an emotion of anger that I experience." (This implies that in Truth you are a being of pure Love-Light and not a distorted energy of a negative emotion.)

7. "I accept that I don't need to choose to feel emotion of anger in any life situations."

8. "I accept that I can choose to feel ______, (new positive feeling here) in every life situation". State desired feeling, for example, peace, love, or neutrality, kindness, what the best suits you.

8. " I ask my body and the Universe to activate in me this new positive feeling. Start feeling them, let them flow through you system.

9. Now, observe what you feel. If you are feeling only positive feelings, the work is done. If another negative emotion came up, start dealing with it again, starting with #1. If you don't have time, just write it down and come back to it later.

I am very thankful to the healer who introduced me to this technique. I use is every time I am aware of negativity in me and it works miraculously.